Wake - work - sleep - repeat ...

What a fucking joke.  I stRt at 5:30, restoring order, making lunches, cleaning clothes, providing transportation, guidance and decisions. I keep going and going with no time to myself until I fall into bed after midnight exhausted. Then I sleep a few hours and do it all again. 

And I'm meant to be happy, cheery, complimentary, supportive, loving, joyful ... Fucking brainless. 

What a fucking joke.